Rain

Monday, May 17, 2010
There is something therapeutic about the gentle ostinato of rain.
The rain outside my window right now is redonkulous.
And I am loving it.
I love looking outside and watching the raindrops bounce back up after they hit the ground.
It reminds me of resilience in life.
I'd like to fall asleep to the sound of pouring rain for the rest of my life. :3
Praise God for His nourishment!
1:34 PM |
Do Not Try This At Home
I did.
You may ask, what is that even supposed to be?
That, my friends, is the Pilates bicycle move.
And it is ridiculous.
I tried to get my back off of the ground and support myself just on my shoulders and arms, but it was ridiculously hard!
Maybe I just have a super weak core?
I've been working out with my stability ball for the past week and I'm happy to say that I feel the burn. I just kind of wish that I actually knew more about Pilates, such as how I'm supposed to get my body to turn and stay in the above manner.
Craziness! O_O;
1:02 PM |
There Is A Party

Saturday, May 15, 2010
Right across the street from me.
It has been blaring music for a long time.
I'm surprised the Homeowners' Association hasn't sent someone over there to bust the party.
They busted my grandmother for planting squash in our backyard.
Meh.
11:50 PM |
Every Girl Can Be a Princess

Thursday, May 13, 2010
I learned that in two ways today.
First, my little sister Anna's birthday was today! I woke up at 7AM and made the best pancakes that I have EVER made to greet her with a hearty breakfast. After I dropped Anna and our brother Daniel off at the bus stop, I chilled at home for about twenty minutes before starting out, armed with bottled water, on the 3 mile journey to Best Buy and Harris Teeter.
We (I bought it with my parents' money) got her an 8GB pink Sony Walkman mp3 player for the discounted price of $75! WHOA! Crazy what coolness you can find at your neighborhood Best Buy.
Then I crossed the street to buy three dozen Krispy Kreme donuts. You can imagine how ridiculous I must've looked to the drivers on the busy road as I walked back with my three boxes of Krispy Kremes and my wristlet and plastic Best Buy bag dangling from my arm.
I was really blessed to be able to eat lunch with Anna in her elementary school cafeteria, even if I did get yelled at by the cafeteria lady twice. The first time was because I started passing out the doughnuts to her class before the cups turned from red to green (meaning they could actually talk and have treats). The second time was because I sat down at the end of the table with the little girls, which I'm actually not supposed to do because they don't have enough seats for all the children and as such need visitors and their student hosts to sit at the overflow tables on the other side of the cafeteria. I don't remember cafeterias having so many rules, really. O.o
The kids thought I was a walking comedy show. When they were throwing their trays away one of the boys ran up to Anna and said, "YOUR SISTER IS SO AWESOME!" I was actually quite flattered. One of Anna's guy friends is taller than me. And he's in fourth grade. Meh.
Anna was excited about the special treatment and all the extra attention she was getting for having a much older sister who talks really fast and acts crazy in the cafeteria. I was excited that she was excited.
After Operation Anna Birthday Lunch ended with their lunch period at 11:55AM, I walked the two miles back home and began putting together songs for Anna's mp3 player. I promptly fell asleep two hours later and woke up in time to pick Anna and Daniel up from the bus stop at 4:15PM.
I hope that Anna's 10th birthday was memorable. Before I tucked her in at night I talked with her about the growing pains that she's feeling right now, especially when it comes to her relationship with our parents. I'm really thankful that God brought me home for this summer because I think it's a crucial time for Anna. I always worry that she feels like she's falling through the cracks of my family's busy lives, so I'm glad that God is giving me an opportunity to truly invest into her life close to home.
So Anna is one princess.
I am the second, and under uncanny circumstances.
You see, my 4.0 went out the window today with my B+ in OPIM. I'm not typically the person to freak out and analyze every little grade, but this one is significant because there's an important lesson that God's teaching me in this.
One of my blog posts earlier this year mentioned my desire to do well in my courses this past semester so that I could show myself that I could manage six courses for the rest of my Penn career. In order to get my two degrees in four years without making my parents pay extra for summer sessions, I'm going to have to take six classes a semester, and I started that this past semester.
OPIM isn't a class that I feel like I "fell behind in" because of my courseload. I actually think that OPIM was a wonderfully challenging course that stretched me to think, and think hard. I thought I understood the concepts pretty well, at least well enough to explain them to others when necessary. Because of this, I was really surprised today when I found out that 60% of my grade ended up being a 24/30, the average of my two exam grades. This put me under the A- range that I'd really been hoping for, and into the B+ range. So with the three grades for this semester that have been posted thus far, I have a GPA of 3.77. With the eight grades that I have so far for this year, I have a 3.91. That doesn't have a 4 or an 0 in it.
It might seem like I'm just moping about grades. How does all of this make me a princess?
Well, as petty as it may sound, seeing the B+ actually was rather discouraging and disappointing to me. I never considered myself to be falling behind in OPIM, so I never worried excessively about it. I understood the material and consider myself quite the stable student; I didn't fluctuate between being a genius and being completely clueless in the course. Given how discouraging this grade was, I talked to two of my GCC brothers and sisters who I thought would understand, and who I knew would be able and willing to speak God's truth into my life.
They were so tremendously encouraging. My brother reminded me that when God sees my life and how I live it out, the grades that I receive are just a very small part of what He can do in my life. Similarly, my sister reminded me that this grade, which was not a good indication of how the course has stretched my understanding, should not deter me from pursuing the challenges that define me and a life where I achieve the most.
And they're right. Their simple truths were so incredibly encouraging, and I certainly feel much better now. By taking the time to empathize with my disappointment and invest their godly wisdom into my life, they have made me feel quite like a princess.
I'm listening to the Ultimate Disney Princess Song Collection right now. :)
God is so good to provide people in our lives who can invest into us, and people into the lives of whom we ourselves can also invest. ^__^
11:31 PM |
Anna's Birthday is Tomorrow! :D

Wednesday, May 12, 2010
My little sister turns double-digits tomorrow. It's the big 1-0!
What this means for me:
6:30AM- Climb out of bed to make pancakes! If I cannot find chocolate chips in the refrigerator I will melt the York Peppermint Patties that she loves so much and drop a few in the batter.
7:30AM- Wake up the birthday girl (and our little brother) so that she can enjoy said pancakes.
8:20AM- Send birthday girl and Daniel to the bus stop.
8:30AM- Check email for a reply from birthday girl's 4th grade teacher about the birthday surprise.
8:35AM- Eat a hearty breakfast to prepare for busy day.
9:20AM- Leave house and walk two and a half miles to Best Buy.
10:00AM- Once Best Buy opens, walk into the store to purchase a brand new 8GB Sony mp3 player for the birthday girl!
10:20AM- Walk across the street to Harris Teeter to purchase thirty-six Krispy Kreme donuts.
10:30AM- Leave Harris Teeter to walk to the birthday girl's elementary school.
11:05AM- Arrive at elementary school and sign in as a visitor.
11:10AM- SURPRISE ANNA!
11:30AM- Eat lunch with Anna in elementary school cafeteria.
12:05PM- Sign out at the front office and walk two miles back home in 89 degree heat.
Praise the Lord for getting home in time for Anna's birthday. :)
10:46 PM |
Sarah Can Eat! :D

Tuesday, May 11, 2010
My sister and childhood best friend Sarah, a prayer warrior in her ongoing battle against leukemia, has been able to EAT! :D
This is truly such a blessing for me to hear. I am so blessed that God has been moving tremendously in her life and has been proving Himself faithful to her and all of us who are blessed to know her.
Recently it was three Oreos. She also had a juicy pear a little while ago.
I am sharpening up my baking skills so that I can bring her yummy baked goods when I visit her over the summer. :3
Praise the Lord for the way that He loves and provides for His children. :)
7:15 PM |
A Guest in My Own Home
Okay, so maybe it's not as bad as it sounds.
But basically, I came home last night to find my bedroom revamped!
My pink silk curtains have turned into navy blue cotton curtains with embroidered soccer balls, baseballs, and basketballs. My comfortable pastel pink bedspread has turned into a navy blue spread that matches the curtains.
My pillows have turned navy blue and have huge yellow all-star stars on them.
Wowzers.
But at least the whole set-up matches my ceiling fan a lot better now.
The previous owner of our house had a young son (who must be in 5th grade now) who apparently loved sports, since his ceiling fan is baseball-themed. The fan spokes are baseball bats while the light is a baseball inside a baseball glove.
My brother Daniel is thrilled because this room is apparently going to be his now.
I am not as thrilled since I've had to set up a workspace on my sister's bureau because I can't even use my own desk at night. The two of them like to sleep in my bedroom with me when I'm home, but my daddy says that my typing and Web surfing keeps them awake at night, so I have to leave the room after their 9PM bedtime and go elsewhere to be a night owl.
Ironic that they kick me out of my bedroom when they want to sleep with me.
:)
But it's so good to be homeeee!
I woke up at 10:30AM this morning to thunder. Then I decided it wasn't worth it to stay awake just yet because I was still exhausted, so I went back to sleep and slept until 1:30PM. I had a 2PM lunch and will be watching my grandmother cook soon so that I can learn to be a good Asian housewife (lol, not really ^^;).
But for now, I found these five-pound weights in my mom's bedroom since she's been on her healthy-living binge for the past few years. I've also taken up my habit of using her big pink Pilates ball as a chair to strengthen my core and keep my posture.
Life is so good! :D
3:11 PM |
Home Sweet Home!

Monday, May 10, 2010
Things to do this summer:
1)
Grow in the Lord. I think I'm the most excited about this one. :) I know God is going to challenge me to grow in my faith in tremendous ways, and I am so thrilled.
I've decided that part of my growing experience will include blogging. Yes, actually blogging. I'm going to use this blog to just be real about what God's doing in my life to challenge my faith and grow me as His daughter.
2)
Spend time with my family. This summer is my way of making up for last summer, where I neglected things that were forever in order to hold onto something that I wasn't meant to keep. I'm really excited to spend more time with my siblings and my parents, whether it's Wii Sports and hanging out with the siblings to Pilates and cardio with Mom to jogging and discussing Chinese affairs with Daddy, I want to make sure that this summer is one in which I give to my family.
3)
Read lots of books. It's really sad that the book list I made at the very beginning of the year has seen very little progress. Maybe this summer will change things? I want to add to the list "活着" and "许三观卖血记" by Yu Hua.
3)
Improve my Chinese! I've decided to do this cool quality-time activity with Daddy. Every day I will find a Chinese news article and read through it. Once Daddy gets home from work, we'll discuss it together! That way CHIN411 will be easier for me come fall semester, and I won't be such a noob when discussing things with Chinese people.
4)
Pursue hobbies. I want to knit. Paint. Play piano. Do Pilates. Do whatever. Write. Read. Everything. I even want t
5)
Make a difference. Last summer I really wasn't a good friend at all to the oldest friend that I have, Sarah. Sarah has spent almost a year now battling leukemia, and her testimony has been so blessing to me. This summer I want to invest into her life and be a true friend and sister in Christ to her. I want to love on her and pray for her and pray with her and be even half as much of an encouragement to her as she has been to me. I'm really excited because we're planning for me to take a trip to her place this summer where I can spend a week with her just to keep her company and do girls stuff. I'm so blessed just thinking about it!
6)
Pray.Pray.Pray. This is last on my list, not because it's least important, but because I wanted to go full circle. God has really stretched me this year in my prayer life at GCC, but I have been so tremendously blessed by the challenge and am still inching forward to having the prayer life that I want. I have been so immensely encouraged by the testimonies of my brothers and sisters who pray continually. I'm excited to spend more time speaking with the Lord and just conversing.
Anyway, yay summer 2010! I'll keep this blog updated about how and what I do.
Praise God for home and relaxation and the simple life.
10:29 PM |